its over ..

1 month before , we were good . we talked , laughed and played together. but i dun know why after the 1 week holiday on august then we never talk anymore . during the holidays also we never talk , never sms . not even 1 word ! its like you suddenly disappear in this world . i tot you were busy doing something so i didnt really care of it . but after the holiday , you never come and find me , we never talk anymore , until now .. even when i smsed you also you never reply . i really dun know whats the problem now . and you didnt want to tell me . is that i did something wrong ? i always play with guys ? im sorry if its really the reason .. or you dun like me anymore ? hmmmm ... are you trying your best to break up with me ? if you are , it's working out very well . you really made me lose a touch of feelings of you . finally , today we broke up . and you dun seem to mind at all . you just replied a very simple 'ok' . thats all . not even trying to get me back . nvm la , its all up to you and i cant do anything . no point holding the relationship like that also . so i think its worth it .. i swear i wont regret doing this decision ! take care .

bored bored bored

hey . today is monday , hate it ! i hate to wear the white shirt because we have to wear the necktie and tuck in the shirt . hmmm , its kinda hot to wear that . yup . had assembly at the courtyard . i prefer to have assembly in the great hall . because there're air conds inside the hall . and the hall is cleaner . heeeheeeeee . but of course , if there is no assembly then it would be the best ! haha . assembly is BORED . as usual , feel sleepy during the assembly . hehe . its probably because yesterday i slept late . and made me feeeel sleeeeeepyyy the whole day , especially the first 3 periods . haha . went to senior lunch today . today's food wasnt that nice . haha . and i stole si ching's nugget . lol . took all his nugget but at last , we cant finish it . so we threw it away lo . haha . shouldnt steal his nugget ... haha . during the science period , mr.nathan came to out class . i also dunno why . i think its because my classmates ordered mc.d delivery to school and mr.nathan caught them lo . haha . i guess , tomorrow mr.nathan will be caning them , or ask them to go for cs lo . then he asked 2 of my classmates to mop the floor because my class's floor is kinda dirty . but we have used to it d :D since the beginning of the year , our class has been like that d . haha . its quite good to mop the floor also . because you know why ? its science period ! we wasted about 15 or 20 minuted to mop the floor and listen to mr.nathan's lecture . lol . so we left a bit more time only . goooood ! although there's left a bit more time only , the powerful ms.voo still can make us sleeeeeep . her period is boorrrrrringggggggggg . after science was moral . but our moral teacher is absent so we went to challenger lab as ms.menon asked us to go . we went there and play the computer game lo . nothing else to do .. time past so fast . 45 minutes is like 5 minutes only . after that , we went back home lu ...

got back my phone !

yay ! got back my phone . muahahaha , so happy ! i also dunno why teacher suddenly give me back . i tot he said give me back after 1 week ? hmmmm ... maybe i behaved very well last year . lol . kidding ! actually my sis came to school and wanted to get back my phone for me but teacher havent come yet . so she waited until 8.30am and walked the whole school but still couldnt find him . so she gave up and went back d . haha . lucky my sis couldnt find him lo . cus he gave my phone to my form teacher , so even if she found him also useless . lol . i wanted to borrow my friend's phone to use one .. but since teacher gave me back my phone , so i also dun want to borrow d . ahaha my phone is always the best for me ! (except iPhone <3) lol .
woah ! after school , it was like damn scary lo . some bintai lou kept following me wherever i went . i sat at the canteen then he kept looking at me . scary wei ! my friends and i kept hiding from him . lol .

bad day

today is a very unlucky day . my lovely phone is confiscated by a relief teacher which is encik mirai . i dunno whats the reason he confiscate my phone . i didnt even touch the phone , i just put it on my table . thats all . then he suddenly came to me and took away my phone =.= maybe is because my phone was on . or maybe as my sis said , he jealous me got the phone or im too pretty . HAHAHAH . just kidding :D after the class ends , i went to see encik mirai and tried to get back my phone , but failed . haih expected it . then i gave up lo . was being emo for few periods . didnt even eat my lunch . noooooo moooooooood , and not hungry altho i didnt eat for the whole day . heeheeeeee . after lunch was bm . DOUBLE BM , BORED ! hmm as usual , we had to stand for 2 periods of bm because the teacher always ask for questionsss and we dun know whats the answer .. she asked us to off our phone and put it on the table , but i didnt put cus i dun have my phone . and i was so curious why she never ask for my phone ? maybe she trust me ? lol . dun care la . after bm was geography . nothing to talk about that . nothing happens . oh ya . stupid kok weng , before he went back home still want to come and mess my hair . zzz . is my hair really so nice to play ? hmmmm . after the school ends , i walked to canteen and i saw cw . heeeeheeeeeeeee . but he didnt even bother to look at me :( nvm , expected it also . and i also dun dare to look at him . he's kinda scary . haha . then the sampat connie came and find me . kept asking what happen to me =.= we talked , talked and talked . until she go back home and my sis also reach school d . wanted to try to get back my phone but , the teacher went back d . haih . so have to wait until tomorrow lu :( without my phone is so bored !

boring day ..

hellooooooooo :D hehe . this morning si ching and i followed my sis's car to school . we went to asia cafe and had our breakfast first ... BUT NOBODY'S EATING ! lol . my sis asked me to order food for her . but later , when the food came , she asked me to eat =.= what the hell . hmmm nvm .. after that , my sis dropped me and si ching at school lo . haha . you know what we did at school ? we stoned there for 1 hour ++ . damn bored wei . after that , si ching called yee sam to go pyramid together and i called my friend also lu . before we go to pyramid , we went to asia cafe again . and nobody's eating again =.= haih ... after that , we went to pyramid lo ... went there and walked around . then we decided to watch movie . MIRRORS . wah that movie quite scary lo . and the stupid yee sam scared me during the movie . zzz . hmmm after movie , we walked around ... walked here and there ... i think we walked the whole pyramid already . because we got nothing to do ... later ... yee sam and my friend went back to school . left me and si ching .. we walked around again . haih damn bored lo . then , we went to starbucks and SIT . want to drink also cannot . no money ... lol . both of us damn poor some more want to go starbucks . haha . after that , we went to find andrew .. talked to him for awhile ... then we went to somewhere and had our lunch . after eating , we went back home lu . when i reached home , i went to online for awhile ... so bored ... then stoned on the bed . lol . really nothing to do laaaaa . hmmmm felt sleepy .. wanted to sleep but scared my mum scold . haha . when my mum came back home , i went into the toilet and hide inside and SLEEP . hahaha . after awile , my sis came and knock my door . hahaha . then i woke up and open the door . i think she tot i fainted inside the toilet . hahhah . okay la . dun want to sleep already la . went to bath but felt like sleeping . damn blurrr that time . haha . after bathing , i went to have my dinner lu .. then watched tv .. then online again ... then blogging here lu . hehehe .... :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

hey , my dear jiak ying and joo keong , HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY ! hehe sorry ya .. i cant celebrate with you guys because its holiday . haha . and jiak ying , i think i gave you the wrong present . hahaha . but i think you dun mind la rite ?? haha anyway , hope you have your happy happy birthday :D

hello..

hey , it has been about 1 month i never update my blog . hehe . lazy .... anyway , now im here to update my blog . there are many question marks in my brain ... and i dun feel like telling my friends first . so i think blogging is the way to express my feelings ... :)

不知道为什么，我总觉得我们的距离越来越远了，以前的我，喜欢跟你讲话，跟你玩；现在的我，偶尔会跟你讲话，跟你玩；未来的我，应该不会这样了，因为你都不理我，只是有时候你没有人陪或很闷的时候，你才会想起我，才会来跟我讲话；以前的我，每天都要跟你sms才能入睡，才会开心；现在的我，已经习惯了没有你的‘晚安’，未来的我，也许会把你的电话号码删除掉，因为你时常告诉我许多的原因，我也无话可说... 我也不在意，也不管你所说的是事实还是谎言，因为我已习惯了没有你的陪伴.......

hmmmm .... have been no mood for the pass few weeks .... i think you do realise it .... but you didnt seem to be care about it .. i have nothing to say .... its all up to you :) .... maybe .... we should have a break ? i have been thinking for this for about 1 week already .... and i told some of my friends which are trustable ..... but they asked me not to do that ..... so ....... hmmmmm ..... should i ? or not ? haiz .. im still thinking of this .. maybe i shall give you answer after holiday .... happy holidays :)